Chomel & Ali ( my babies)
I'm all alone again...it's alright though. I can't wait to meet my girls( T-L-C Roxx) on the 8th. Missing them too much already and I think I'm missing my babies well I hope they're safe, I pray that they are well. And I'm missing him... him who'll never be mine.
Holidays next week, I'm keeping myself busy with my hobbies to forget him and try heal wounds that are still bleeding... Sigh I'm putting up photos of my babies and it makes me wanna cry so bad but I can't. Because crying is a weakness, a weakness. I'm programmed not to cry because someone brought me to be that way... someone brought me up to become a fighter... But how much longer must I fight? Cause I know I'll never surrender, but my heart is in sooo much pain and that I have to hide... hide ... hide. Watch me fade people...
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