Hello people.

Yup I am sleepin' over AMH. Btw... I don't know why I think I am missing arwah Fadinah. I dreamt of her yesterday... She and I was at some shop looking at birthday cakes to buy for... Aisyah. ... Maybe I should stop here before I get emotional...

Bye Bye

PEOPLE THE 16 YEAR OLD ME IS BACK!!!

The happy-go-lucky one! Thank you Allah. Okay I am happy because I passed my exam not so great but at least I passed alhamdulillah. I got to meet my girls. I've got a new meaning of life. I'm so fueled up and ready to go and no one can stop me. haha.

Well wanna know what happened during these holidays. Well I won't tell. Today I got a compliment from someone haha saying I look like a thirteen year old...THAT made MY day. I wanna laugh and roll on the floor but I can't cos' I'm in the library.

I wanna holler at my girls who went out with me yesterday. One of the best times I had since like ever. Thank you. We went down to beach road. Man, I sooo didn't know that there is such things as roti john MACARENA or roti john BRAD PITT. What's that suppose to mean? Oh and you guys should know Angelina just adopted another child, Pax Thien. Doesn't she like totally rocks???:Okay enough talking pics now!

Foods galore...

Sarah lookin' all fierce

sweeties

Hey peeps.
Guess i'm back for this little while. Actually just to tell you guys a very very very bad news. I just lost my grandma. My beloved grandmother.When? On the 24th of Feb meaning last Saturday and we all thought we're going to lost grandpa on the same day too after my grandma. It was freaking scary. I can tell you when it comes to life and death its no fun. If you have a life live life.

I saw my grandma first in the mortuary. I haven't seen her for some time & when I saw her lifeless body I'm kind of in disbelief but from Allah we came to Allah we return. All that rushing to the emergency ward wasn't worth it somehow I knew I was gonna lose her before we got there.

To my grandma : I will always love you...I will always remember you.I forgive you. May Allah bless your soul... Al- Fatihah.

To my grandpa: Please don't go too soon I love you too much to let go for now. I'm not ready. Please stay with me grandpa. Please be strong...I know it'll be hard without her. You lost your wives twice I know. Allah is testing you.Be strong like I'm tryna be

I'm gonna see my grandpa soon. Well this is fate. I just lost a bestfriend like a few months ago, now my grandma. Subhanallah... I'm being truly tested. Aku redha ya allah.Aku redha...