Hey peeps.
Guess i'm back for this little while. Actually just to tell you guys a very very very bad news. I just lost my grandma. My beloved grandmother.When? On the 24th of Feb meaning last Saturday and we all thought we're going to lost grandpa on the same day too after my grandma. It was freaking scary. I can tell you when it comes to life and death its no fun. If you have a life live life.

I saw my grandma first in the mortuary. I haven't seen her for some time & when I saw her lifeless body I'm kind of in disbelief but from Allah we came to Allah we return. All that rushing to the emergency ward wasn't worth it somehow I knew I was gonna lose her before we got there.

To my grandma : I will always love you...I will always remember you.I forgive you. May Allah bless your soul... Al- Fatihah.

To my grandpa: Please don't go too soon I love you too much to let go for now. I'm not ready. Please stay with me grandpa. Please be strong...I know it'll be hard without her. You lost your wives twice I know. Allah is testing you.Be strong like I'm tryna be

I'm gonna see my grandpa soon. Well this is fate. I just lost a bestfriend like a few months ago, now my grandma. Subhanallah... I'm being truly tested. Aku redha ya allah.Aku redha...