Where do I begin?

Seriously where do I start, I think work has crept up on me & time is moving too fast that I feel like it should stop OR I should stop and take a breather.

I've gotten my own desk/cubicle, I don't get all the hype of decorating my desk. I will do it...eventually. I want to sit & talk to someone or anyone to let my thoughts out but no one seem willing to do so OR I have bottled my feelings too much that I don't know how to get it out. I feel like I'm stuck in a shell & I don't know how to get out. Maybe I am too guarded & I have built these walls around me to protect myself, man I'm starting to type bs already. Ya Allah please guide me. I am looking forward if anyone can reach out & touch me (metaphorically speaking).