Dear Allah,
This is an open letter to you. Please ya Allah please help me. Please let that man just listen for once. I feel so trapped with the way he treats me ya Allah. His words only hurts me the whole time. He said that I've hurt him? I am tired... I am tired of being blame. And I only can blame myself for being a horrible person because I truly am. I am not perfect. I am rude. I know I am not suppose to fight back but I just can't stand it any longer. But from now I promise to keep my mouth shut. Ya Allah please protect me, please forgive me. All these things that are going on here is hurting me sooo much please ya allah make my faith stronger. The devils around me I can feel them they are sooo clear in wanting to steer me away & further away from you. I am still holding on to you & please don't let go cause I will do all I can and never let go. Because the only thing I want in the end is to meet u, Allah. Please ya Allah this journey is long and arduous, full of obstacles please let me come out victorious when you take me to be with you . Jadikanlah aku hamba yang ikhlas & bertaqwa. amin.
PS: Change of subject engagement is going to be my next topic ;) Leave a message & cheer me up :)
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