Hey people.
maybe i should forget everything.
Everything. Everything.
Forget I've even liked Ryan ross.
Cos' he no longer exists only his music lives.
maybe i should forget this blog even exists.
I'm tired of writing about me.
I don't even know what to do with this life anymore.
I'm not sick of it I'm just bored.
lonely.I don't know where to begin.
I'm feeling sad but I don't know why?
Every night I'll go to sleep crying...
I feel there's like no meaning in this life.
Maybe this life is just fo us to live & die.
Maybe i live for allah & allah only.
Somebody please bring meaning to this life.
Bring that girl I want to meet before I die.
Let her fill the emptiness that's eating me up inside.

Maybe love of that girl-guy sort wasn't meant for me,
But the kind of love I really want is from a child you see.
even though she's not mine, in my heart she'll always be.
My Ulfah Muyassarah hurry up.I can't wait any longer,my baby.

its only a matter of time before I say goodbye to this blog.
I need to find time,space & something for me to live for.
This'll be my last entry for now you see.
Wish that I'd comeback soon enough.
In a case of higher spirits.
















This happy face is not everything that you know.