Tough Times

Been going through tough times lately. All I can do is pray to Allah & to be strong and persevere. The only place i will pour my heart out is here & during my duties to Allah. So bear with me, I won't tell you exactly & why. But there is this very stubborn man that I just can't seem to cooperate with. Yes I am rebellious.

Been doing lots of thinking lately, whether I wanna continue this career path or venture into a new area or place. I was thinking of giving this job 6 years, 6 years feels long by the end of it I will be 26? By then I think I should have a few things in hand like a degree? But in what? I am contemplating a lot.

I've been thinking maybe to venture off to another country to work by the end of 6 years insyaallah if this plan works well I'll pick a new place to call home. I will be stepping out of Singapore to look for interesting places by end of this year i hope. Lots of things to do, to think let's put marriage aside that is too complicated to put in the picture now cause I have no one to share my life to begin with. But bottomline is I want to if possible marry someone of another nationality (LOL) ask me why I'll answer. I'll leave that at that.

Meanwhile, I've been learning another language to occupy my spare time ahahaha which I don't have much of these days since school started anyways thought I'd share my Raya 2009 photos with the readers(if there is any to begin with)

Saranghae. you've got to love life for its ups & downs. Hopefully we will all end our life on a happy note that will play through the after life.