Ramadhan Diary Day 5 (4th of August 2011)

My 2nd day losing to "friend of the month". I thought I wasted time today but when I reflect on the things I did today...I completed or did a lot of work. One thing for sure is I've revised one of the modules I'm studying. The other one I've revised a little. This weekend will be spent for studying and work. I can be a real workaholic, once I start my engine it will be difficult to stop.

Ya Allah aku cemburu dengan adik lelaki aku yang tiap-tiap hari tanpa gagal pergi berterawih. Aku harap aku juga boleh berbuat demikian. Aku rasa urusan dunia terlalu banyak dan buatkan manusia sibuk,lalai dan leka dalam mengerjakan dan menghalusi ibadah mereka. Aku sedih ya Allah, bila masa ada di tangan kami juga kami tidak dapat melakukannya dengan sempurna kerana kami dibuai khayalan , rasa pemalas dan nafsu syaitan dalam diri kita. Ya Allah kuatkanlah imanku melawan syaitan dalam diri ini.

Today, I did cartwheels in front of my colleagues like WTH hahaha but whatever all thanks to the Mak Buyong who wanted to see it.

Yesterday I showed him a photo of my mum praying and then he asked me "Don't you pray?". Oh gosh I said I have because I didn't want to explain about that friend of the month thingy hahahah. He said "Oh~so fast" LOL. He asked me more about Ramadhan today and he knows that this month is important to me. It is funny how he said "But it will be a difficult month for me" EH? haha is it his lack of english skills or does he have any ideas in joining me? Alhamdulillah. Ya Allah bantulah dia ya Allah dapatkanlah aku dengan secara perlahan menarik diri nya untuk menerimaMU. Amin~

My favourite song for the month~