Ramadhan Diary Day 6(6th of August 2011)

Today is my 3rd day of losing to that "friend of the month". My whole family missed sahur, we can't seem to wake up. My dad called me multiple times. My first time not waking up to phone calls. I must be dead asleep. I spent the afternoon shopping with Humaira and mother. Shopping for her hari raya clothes. We walked for hours and hours before we finally found the dress. She has a specific colour she was looking for:GREEN!

Then went out and had dinner with Mai.

I also voice chatted with him today, a lot of things happen, I think I'm slowly falling for him Ya Allah. What am I going to do? I don't even know if he feels the same way about me. He is funny, cute and kind. My gut feeling tells me he likes me too. But I don't know how can I confirm it? I don't want to be the only one feeling this way. He said "What do you want for your birthday?... me?"

And he promised me, he promised that he will stop smoking in 2 years. I don't know if I can trust him on this. But if he does this and really stick to it, it does say a lot. In can only mean, I mean a lot to him therefore he keeps the promise. My only prayer for him now is: Allah show him the right path. If you think that I can guide him to the right path please bring him closer to me, if not distance him from me. If you give him to me, I'll make sure I'll do a good job. If you don't i'm ready to ikhlas.