Hey people.
Haven't been feeling myself lately. Really. I mean I'm alone,lonely but is that because I like to be alone? see, I haven't figured that out yet.Oh yeah & people I forgot to put up the photo of Sakina's gift that I made.

Soo here it is>>>



















Sweet right? But I just thought I could have done better with the illustration. But I think I did good on my first try.I did up the frame too by the way.
After this is like a poem I did up. Maybe I should start back on my writing. Maybe I'll be a lyricists one day but hey for now I'm just a plain writer. oh anyway this isn't about Mr. A haha I'm like sooooo over him.

Forbidden Love

Maybe I should drug myself to sleep tonight
So I can sleep tight
So I can escape from my pain & sorrows
These pains that’s making me hollow

I’d rather sleep than being awake,
Because realizing that you’re not by my side (every waking moment)
Is just as good as being dead

The dreams I had are just dreams
Its just mind games
I wish they were true
Cause then I would have you.

I feel like I’ve know you for a lifetime but
You don’t know a thing about me,
Somehow I fell in love with you
But how could that be?

Maybe it’s your pretty face,
Or your song that’s stuck in my head,
Or maybe it’s just your voice ringing in my ear,
A voice I’ve been longing to hear
But you’re nowhere near.

I’m lonely you know
I’m empty without you
Come close to me if you’re willing to let me have you
But then again what can I do?
Cause I’ve fallen for the impossible.

Maybe I should drug myself to sleep tonight
Maybe I should be overdosed
So I’ll never wake up
And realize my painful sorrows.
Cause I can’t live without you darling…
Forgive me cause I can’t bare to live with the truth…
God forbids love between me and you…

PS: if you know what I mean.

This saturday is fad's 100th days.sigh... i don't know if I can keep this blog anymore. Lets see If I can keep this up any longer.