Ya Allah with this loss, allow me to be patient... And I hope what is taken away from me will be rewarded in ten folds. Allah I still love him, no matter how he treated me... I never stopped praying for him. I just wish he could see the immense amount of love i have for him. I was willing to do almost anything for him. I love him more than myself ... it seems. No matter how much hurt he brought, the love i have for him doesn't fade and it overpowers the amount of anger i have for him.