Sheesh... seeing tears shedding makes me rethink whether I did the right thing. Feeling VERY VERY guilty maybe I should just back off and let her think for herself. I never regret my decisions but am just rethinking again & again. Ya Allah help her. I hope I am right :/
One thing that made my day though was beating Retard in a badminton match!17-20. He said that he gave me the chance to win like WADEVER!!! All guys say that when they lose to a girl.haha. YAY! he wants a re-match. Insyaallah I'll play better than today's game. WEE~
Going off still feeling guilty guilty guilty.
PS: Allah please please please get me what I want.I promise I will work super hard. Save my grandpa too not ready to lose him. I forgive him.
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