I've got the job at River Valley Primary as a Conversational Malay teacher! yay! Hurray alhamdulillah! but I am still not happy. If I still haven't got any reply from MOE regarding N.I.E, I am a very worried girl. All pressure is on me now. A lot of it. Ya Allah kuatkanlah aku menghadapi dugaan yang kau turunkan padaku ini,aku takut jikalau aku tak kuat ya allah. Ya Allah ya rahman berilah ku petunjuk dan kekuatan. amin.
I keep thinking of her. I miss her a lot. She was my bestie that I talk to a lot! Now that she isn't around anymore I don't know where or who I can just let all out to. Ya Allah aku ikhlas ya allah dengan kepergiannya tetapi kadangkala ku di timpa kerinduan yang amat sangat padanya terkadang aku terasa seperti hilang tempat ku mengadu atau hilang kebahagiaanku. Ketemukan lah aku dengan bayi yang aku selama ini impi-impikan yang boleh mengubati kerinduan dan kembalikan kebahagiaan ku walaupun seketika .amin.
Bestie & I ( Its been 2 years my friend. I still love you. I still remembered our last hug. I will forever cherish our 7 years of memories in my heart. I will always think of you. pray for you. Love U forever.)
I know people you might think I have gone mad but you know I am feeling too lonely. Sheeshhh I need to keep myself super busy, I really hope I get into N.I.E so I will be too busy to even feel anything at all. cheers :)
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