Killing My Monday Blues

Yeaaa d holidays are here... 3 weeks straight.Heh, I must be kidding myself. 3 weeks holiday filled with school work, project & studies!Pretty much of a holiday isn't it? Saturday was a start into holiday mood... ya right spent my weekends at home pretty much doing nothing! But at least this is my time to bond with my family esp. with the person that makes my life sometimes a living hell.



Ya! I'm bored on my Sunday wit nothing to do! so snap a pic!
Monday wasn't what I looked forward to... thought this would be a long & boring holiday but
I was wrong! I went out with 2 of my girls yeay... to Orchard as usual window shop for me but they bought something- accessories. We're girls ,ya know. It was a very relaxed outing talking, laughing our ass off over crappy stuffs but it isn't the same without her. I know she would totally make fun of my christian dior bag. no more bonna,Fad. shoot. I have to move on!

Yay. Done with my ITP survey at last and I didn't know I'm a Male!!! But someone entered my gender as 'MALE' in the ITP database. Hey! Can't you see I'm totally the opposite. I know those who are reading this will say that they don't agree but hey what can I say? I am aggressive by nature:D huahauah. Shall join forces with Joey and "assasinate" those who anyhow declared us as transvestites!

enough said... Pics NOW!


Whoa look at dila she looks freaky... her nose umms looks like a beak???

Yeaa my girls 4 life




















-Charmed-???
Feel like posting this pic...



sheesh. what's with me am I missing him? This is only 3 weeks of not seeing him wait till ITP its gonna be 4 whole MONTHS.Haha I know this is kind of long due but... wait for the next post to see what Dinna & I did on our last day of school before the holidays.
~ HINT: Something to do with CLS

-next post please

Friday,December 15th 2006

Today's the last day of our term and today is suppose to be my bestie's birthday... She would have been 18. But Allah lagi sayangkan dia... Al-fatihah.

I made this tribute video for her. I'll always remember you, girl.I'm letting you go... and me moving on slowly... happy birthday. happy turning legal...;)








The video is called " To:Faddyna, with Love"
Song: Gary Jules - Madworld

Lyrics:

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where

Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very Mad world
Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me

And I find I kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world

Saturday, 3rd December 2006

I know its been like what 2 weeks ago that me and my girls went to Fad's kenduri arwah(40 days) ...yes Fad i hope you know you'll be remembered and love to pieces and till MY death do we part.
Her kenduri was a good gathering, sad at times but overall it was great cause almost all of our main TLC girls were there.I love you girls tonnes * hugs & kisses*

Me & Dila in d bus going home

Aisyah pakai tudong haha... manis kn???

The pic may not be clear but Titi u know whats that??? hahaha kuih hijau yang kau nak tu la:)

D rest of the girls who followed... Zila, Amy & Bahiya

Me & Dila ... sumpah takde kerja!

All of us waiting for our last ride home

Wednesday, 13th December 2006

Guess what I am wearing today? My birthday dress that amy bought me that's a very good sign... it shows that I'm moving on slowly but i'll never forget u Fad... Ya its the dress I wore when I saw Fad for the last time.. It's been hard for me to wear it again, I was afraid every piece of our memory of Fad will rush in and it can make me cry... but I didn't...

Went out with Jin Hao, ya my good friend... the rich brat!!! Not a brat, he is actually a veryyy nice boy. I was like late like half an hour late!!! He didn't even scream, shout or even a slight complain nor mention about how late was I. Imagine if i did this to other guy friends they sure will complain and scold and whatever there is to the bad list! He never even showed an upset face ... he was in fact happy to meet up with me. Its been a really long time since I went out with him the last was ummm... last year??? Guess where this rich boy lives now? Orchard Road! Too bad Fad's not here... If not she'll definitely bully him more!

The Outing was fun because he was an easy target for me to bully... Sorry Jin Hao I can't help but be horrible to you.You, weakling, sloucher and haha can't say anything more because you're too nice to me. Met him at 5.30 and reach home around 9 haha...

Haha ... nothing more to do take pic of our foot.. I know I wear school shoes!!!


Me & Jinhao in Black box...huahaha

Haha I can't show his face later my parents know I went out with him... kidding.actually the black box is there because I wanna show him that's what I can do to photos using photoshop!!! Its that easy! Please don't say that using PS is difficult, Jin Hao, go get a teacher or self study or something! haha

Me & Jin Hao in RED box hahaha

Haha enough of me covering Jin Hao's face... I'll show you who is he... drum roll please
Haha want to look handsome only!

But if anyone interested tag me!!! He is single you know. I can help matchmake anybody with him. No fee! No charge at all. F.O.C!Hehe=P

Signing off~

WARNING THIS IS A VERRRRRRRYY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG POST! Bear with it:)
Sorry Haven't been updating for like what? 2 to 3 weeks... Too busy with schoolwork and all.sighs.Lotsa assignments for me to finish up...And what am i doing now? Finding my time to edit a post that has been waiting sooo long for me to publish.So I'm gonna do justice to it and publish it by TODAY! I hope...

A Weekend with Amy... & her mom!?!?!

Saturday, 18th November 2006

It was a weekend where I thought I'd take a break & rest at home after all the tiring thoughts of school & all its work plus of him... hehehe. His always in my mind but what can I do? I've certainly fallen for the wrong guy...haiiizzz.

But anyways Amy asked me out to you know ask me for advice as she has a problem on ahem...ahem... So first thought of going esplanade but the sun was scorching hot! So... at last we went to Vivo City. It was my first time but I don't know why I wasn't even excited going there till I see what they've got to offer. More shops that we as Singaporean teens are kind of unlikely to afford but I like the whole interior & exterior of the place esp. the place where we can kind of soak our feets & have the feeling of at the seaside and all:) That day was a happy one for me!


Me & amy at Sultan Mosque

@ Vivo

Me,Amy's mom and Bro on board a ship!














Amy's wet feet thanks to me...

After Vivo guess where Amy's mum took us to eat??? Or is it me who took us there...
Lau Pa Sat. Her mum treated us with satay, nasi goreng ayam and chilli crab! Mouthwatering already?














My 2 feet taking us to Lau Pasat...




























Haha dabes baru nak ambil gamba... it was too appetizing that we forgot to take pics before it ends up in our stomach!

Sunday 19th November 2006

Spent the day at Amy's,was invited by her mum... Hari raya purpose. Then went out with my parents jalan raya again!!!My last jalan raya to my nenek Boyan, my "anak" sedara, my father's friend & my cousins house all at the East Side.


Me & Amy @her home


Me & my younger sister in the cab, rushing cos' we're so late & soooo dead!!! My sis is not as crazy as me in the pics b'cos she's just a pretty face...Nak maintain glamour la tu!! But she's every inch as crazy as me only a bit of a snob,no. a lot!!!

Thursday 9/16/23 (? can't remember) November 2006

Yes, At last PTN lunch is done and over with & we were all left satisfied getting our bites at... SWENSENS @ Somerset!!!! IT WAS GREAT .Cancelled MLP for this treat is sooooo sweeeet! The food are like wow soooo ex... I didn't knew, It was my first time going to Swensens eversince it gone halal! ya ate it before it was... my dad didn't knew sooo takpe tak dosa! haha

Thanks to my personal tutor... should I say his name ? Since his a lawyer I'm afraid he'll sue me of... whatever he can sue me. haha. Lets say thank u to Mr. Art Poh la ok for short form. U've been a great lecturer not saying this because we got a treat at swensens.hehe. This is out of sincerity... Let me tell u going to your class is like going to a stand up comedy so its a joy & my honour to be part of it! Thanks sir!


Hak & I... hak tak bes abes nak ambil gamba... die ingt handsome sangat la tu!!!


Wooi... My melt in the mouth i-scream.... Drool enough already? If i continue to eat at this rate I'll be putting on pounds rather than losing it!

Saturday 25 November 2006

A surprise gathering for my darling Aisyah!!!! Its her birthday and she's 18... I love euuu aisyah.We did a small gathering of me, dila & kin with a cute chocolate fudge b-day cake, relighting candles & nice gifts. She was totally surprised an unexpected but I was laaaate... got Dila a little pissed I think. Sorry Dila:P Bought gifts with Kin a nice necklace & a lipgloss( aisya needs this sooo bad)


Cute Cake from somewhre ;)

Trying their best to blow the relighting candles...haha!great joke... Dila pandai kelentong aisya
Its great to see my girl sooo happy u deserve it girl...
Since Dila needs to leave us... We took Aisyah a day to Vivo!!! Her first and we made her day!!!!

OK I have to end somewhere don't I??? Lets end with 3 more pics shall we?



Ok. Finally, end.

Lately lots of things has happened but to me I'll just say that all happens for a reason & what Allah chooses is always the best for us even though we think otherwise...To my friends redha sahajalah pilihan Allah semua ada hikmahnya k?Kalau risau pasal rezeki jangan risau kalau benda tu ada ia takkan ke mana:)

~ A Date With Kak Ain~

Haha since the rest of my madrasah pals dah jalan raya before us... See... they left us... haha actually its my fault for telling none of them except for kak Ain that I've changed my hp no. Haha silly me and Farid keeps saying " rabak..." Sorry guys.Although its only the both of us, its quite fun already.We both started the house visiting at around 8 as soon as she & I finish our school or work. Guess who's house we went to? Mine, Kak Ain's & Syazana's, I know its funny. I can laugh my ass off knowing what I discovered yesterday and all that drama~

So pics for the day~


@ Syazana's place @ My Place

Syazana join us at the last house, my house. Susah betul nak ajak dia keluar, busy sangat!
By the way Syazana has put on weight... haha mestila gembira sangat la tu disamping Basit!
We both talked about Allahyarham Fadinah & yes she will be missed~

Oh forgot one more thing I went to my kindergaten bestie's house, Miss ya loads Sue!
Sue & I

Jalan Raya with SP frens pt. 2...

We went to Mr. Ahmad's open house & we're happy to see his fat cats and his 2 baby boys aiyahhh sooo cute!!! We went to Syaz's & My house since we did not go on the first time around. Sorry we did not take much pics on that day... This is it...





Jalan Raya with my TLC crew-ers (5th November 2006)

This day started off as the worst raya for me,haiiiz hanya Allah saje yang tahu...
Although we lost our dearest member this year, Allahyarhamha Fadinah. We still jalan raya although tak semeriah seperti dulu... I still do feel the tinge of sadness~ haiiz sudah tiqah yang pergi tetap pergi... see I have to console myself. But hey this Jalan raya not bad though. half of us happening members can't make it... Well guess what? I miss u guys~ meet me soon k?


6 TLC Girls at our usual Raya Spot!


Isyah & I


Isyah, me & Meno


Eh, Who's that???


Ira & Meno

@ Me house

Duduk keliling meja... makanlah ketupat, kuih-muih yg ada!
Look at how crazy I was!