Sushi smiles again.
Hello everyone, yes back to blogging.
I am so thankful for all the wonderful things in my life right now. Alhamdulillah, its like whatever I have fought so hard for is finally coming round to me. I am getting better. I can't thank Allah enough. I hope I won't forget HIM after all the great things HE has granted me & be much more rajin to mengerjakan ibadah or amal kebaikan.
Ever since I started work. I am dreading weekends. I look forward to go to school every single day. I love executing my lesson plans, love hanging out with my hot, hip & cool colleagues. LOL. But one thing that always put a smile on my face every single day is the fact that I have photos of my favourite girls on my desk. I have yet to take a photo of my barely decorated desk but I do have photo of my once empty desk :) I have to put more stuff in.
I don't want to move in and settle too much because I'll be off in a month plus or so. I can start settling in next year cause i'll be there for 3 years, hopefully I do well and comeback for more. Insyaallah. I feel that I have the desire to see my students succeed or destined for great things.
One thing I hate though, I hate scolding them for they don't do my homework. There is this one particular boy whom I know personally, I know he is rude but when I scold him, I feel like crying. It makes me feel like I am a horrible person :( I hate scolding I want them to have fun in my class and love going to school. Only if they are MORE enthusiastic to do exercises. I have to plan more educational games. Everytime I remember this boy I really do feel like crying because I know his situation but I can't help him if he doesn't want to help himself. Allah please guide me so I can help him. Here are pics of my pencil holder , once empty desk & the painting i did for my first week of Art course( IT IS UGLY can't blame me though I was rushing to go off)
My once empty desk now filled with a mini HP laptop to help me keep in touch with my outside world ahaha.
My once empty rack, now filled with books
My cute cat stationary holder that is now on the table filled with colourful pens
My painting on a canvas I was too ashamed to put it on my desk because this is not the best and I can do better than this.
Some outings in the past weeks :
With Sakinah
With Tim the clownsellor
With Syazzy Dearest
With Sakinah again ( My sushi buddy) we went to Shintokyo to stop our cravings for sushi.
PS: I made Roti John Jr. today. Will post the pic tomorrow.
