After Days Of Sleepless Nights...

I can finally kick back and relax for I am done!!! OK so here are the results of those sleepless days.

These photos are not meant to be together. I drew them separately but man it looks so united.

There are like 3 or 4 more drawings... I will put them up soon :) Hahaha I know this looks cute. Hopefully one day I get the chance to illustrate a storybook for children, that will be a dream come true. Insyaallah .... Well now I have to wait for the KA-CHing. ahahahah alhamdulillah

Illustration In Session

And so I had to help my cousin to do illustrations for 2 Malay folk tales or stories.
Bawang Putih Bawang Merah & Singapura Dilanggar Todak. I have to do the entire story, mind you. So far I did only the cover for both of the stories... I have many more pages to go & all have be done by WEDNESDAY :S Hopefully I can finish them up. And just for your entertainment & also because I'm tired out of my mind. Laugh all you want as I come up with Bahasa rojak storybook covers. haha. Leave comments on the illustrations though.


Bawang white bawang red

Singapura Dilanggar Swordfish
PS: Hahah the titles a joke . To keep me amused :D
2am already got to sleep as tomorrow will be a longer day of illustrating and tutoring...I am mentally tired just by the thought of tomorrow or is it later today.

Worried

I did some reading on abdominal pains. I don't wanna freak out for nothing. I can just pray and hope its minor...please Allah protect me. Hopefully its just gastric pains but sheesh I've been eating like a regular person! I got to get myself to the clinic soon.

Things i want to buy.....

Once i get the "free" money whahaha...

• A new cellphone cover. I dropped my cellphone too much! scratches like everywhere!!!! Lucky didn't crack my camera lens.
• 2 piece of clothing item

The rest will be spent on buying stuff for my online blog shop & bills.

PS: To my dear girlfriend you know who you are. Thanks for going out with me even for awhile just now, just need to talk things out. You take care of yourself, you can do it , I know you can. I am here for you, I'll be behind you 100%. Will definitely help when you need a helping hand. Take care don't stress out too much, I love you too much. I don't mind me being unhappy but I can't bare seeing my bestie sedih. I will always pray for you. Be happy darling:)

By the wayyyyyy....DO Check this Buy U a Drank cover by JMac which is superbbbbb.... Love him. Sorry can't embed it.

How I spent my Valentines?

Woke up early went cycling with Aminah & went madrasah to mosque then home.

Cycling. Well I love it, feel so accomplished. We cycled from Hougang to Khatib & back.



Us at the Jetty @ Lower Seletar Reservoir.

Celebrated Sufi's birthday today together with Hamizan's. Both are born on 14th & 16th Feb respectively. Happy birthday my brothers. insyaallah allah panjangkn umur & murahkn rezki. amin.

Insomnia

I'm tired but i can't sleep......................... But anyways today i went to see Syazzy. I had fun Syazzy just wished we could look around longer like you know what I love to do window shop, talk about life and styles. I hope next month we can go out for Dinna's birthday :) Cann't wait.

I miss TLC sooo much that it hurts.hurts.hurts.


syazzy look so sweet. Hey girl don't worry I'll stand by you... same goes to all my besties :)
PS: Man my eyebags are killing me!

Don't Crack Under Pressure

My mum's quitting her job. I'm getting new students to tutor and I really, really hope I don't crack under pressure...

Life's getting harder each day. allah help me please guide me.

Put all those aside~ I am soooo in love with Jesse Mccartney he is just oh so charming ahahaha.

What am I ever gonna do...

Life is too complicated.
I have to step up my game.
Allah I can only work & pray to you please,please please make it easier on me.

Happy Night

I sold 4 brooches unexpectedly today! and... finally the pics that you have all been waiting for...


Siraj & Syaz in the car boot! ahaha


We didn't wanna let them out at first but we eventually did. The event was like watching circus. wahahah. Sorry syazzy :P

I LOVE TARINA TARANTINO

BUT.... I can't afford Tarina Tarantino! Oh my goshhhhh.... her accessories are SOOOOOO UNIQUE. Sheeshhh I think if I ever get my first big fat paycheck I will buy something from her online site. But then again I HATE to splurge haha. Then it will just stay a dream then. Anyhow... I shall show you what I am eyeing for!

Cute right ? Queen Alice pendant

Nice swarovski crystal clip. Might pin nicely on the hijab too!

A cute chunky bracelet.
ALL these might just burn a big hole in my pocket!

I made a mistake.

I made THE MOST TIRING MISTAKE today. I hope I've learnt my mistake.

Dear parents.
Please give me time & space to sort things out. I know what I am doing and that Allah is guiding me all HE can. so please give me till June.

My First Lesson

Selamat Petang Cikku!!!! aahahahaha cikku Atijah... sooo cute.

Teaching these primary 3 kids was fun!!! I had to tolerate a bit of nonsense but nothing that I can't handle since I already had taught kids which are far younger and behave wayyyyy badly. Maybe next time I'd take a class photo of these kids.

You know what I hate? I hate falling in love with them and have to let them go at the end of the year. Yes I am like that, I hate goodbyes even with my girls when we part I feel the need to hug them even tears felt like developing but nah... I know I will see them again =)

Today I just felt the presence of Allah soooo much. I just had to say thank you Allah. Thank you!
Remember this? This was one of the highlights in my life. I LOVE ALL OF YOU *hearts* Ahaha we were sooooo kental. Look at how everyone changed and progressed.

Man! I look like one of the boys. ahahah and i love it cause I always give them a run for their money.

TIRED

I am tired ( exercise and cycling) and tomorrow is the first day of teaching I can't hardly wait!!!
"Selamat Petang anak-anakku"

Teaching my mother tongue to a another race is going to be super interesting =)