Couple of The Year 2006

24 October 2006 (1 Syawal 1427H)

First day of raya, it is celebrated with nice food i mean tonnes of it... laughter, tears of happiness & sadness, forgiveness.... I love my family... my grandmas & granddad, plus my friends... My cousins some are really easy for me to get along with...I love the dress i designed its purrrr-fect!!! It's soooo pretty or is it just me? hahaha..

Do u like my dress? I luuurrrrve it!

People say I look like a bride... hah! No boyfriend how to become a bride? Not even engaged! I ate lots today haha ketupat, lontong, sambal goreng almost everything on the hari raya food menu! Have to exercise more later:)Haven't even got the time to send all my raya cards or ask forgiveness from all my friends yet.To all of my friends I loooooveeee eeeeuuuuu...... forgive & forget k??? K la selamat Hari raya people:)

The cousins that's like only half of them!



My sis & me

My brothers & dad ( my dad looks like that cause he was unhappy...)
( my mum looks like that cause she was unhappy that my dad wore like that!...)
My cousins, uncle and grandparents

My mum & starry-eyed cousin


25th October (2 Syawal 1427 H)

On this day... things were as per normal, skipped an 8 o'clock class cause I woke up at 8 itself! But I went to school anyways to do more IWED... Then at 2pm when I was doing my assignment... I got an MSN instant msg saying that I lost one of my besties.... she has passed on. I can't stop thinking about her for a few days till I dreamt of her in my sleep knowing that she is OK over there. I know Allah will take care of her... But I never got the chance ask for her forgiveness or wish her a good Hari raya... But i'm glad that she got to celebrate at least one day of raya before Allah called her back home...

I hope she knows that i'm sorry if i'd ever hurt her... I will pray for her all the time... That she will be missed by all of us... Faddyna I love u my bestie.

Al -Fatihah


Siti Fadinah Bte Ridduan
Age: 17 +
(15 Dec 1988 - 25th October 2006)
You've been fun,you've been great girl! It was nice knowing u... I'll cherish all the times we share... and I'll miss your laughter the most...

Legally 18 finally!!! (15th October)

Time sure pass really fast and I am 18 already??? This means I am legal enough to be on my own motorbike soon...I hope. Sigh... 4 more days to raya... I am sooooo not ready. Ya Allah please forgive me for all my wrong doings in the past for I am never perfect .Aku redha ya allah, ikhlas dengan takdirmu tetapi ya allah tolonglah kuat kan iman hambamu ini untuk menghadapi segala dugaan mu dengan tenang ya allah... aku redha...

I am really upset Ramadhan will be over soon somebody please make the time stand still for a few more moments. I am happy to invite Syawal into my life for it is my prize and what i've won for all the obstacles I went through in Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah... I wish I am still breathing when the next Ramadhan arrives, I'll welcome it with open arms. Sigh somehow I miss that someone.. how I wish he knows...

Dila & I opening our gifts - Candid -

Loud fire sparklers

Lots of food! Murah rezeki tu!!!

Oh my birthday celebration was a blast!!!!I totally love it! From the food to the cake to the fire sparklers and to the prezzies thank you girls!!!! I love ya lots...Friends till the end k??? To my Singapore poly friends thanks for the sooooo cute notepad & adorable Garfield but somehow it brings a tinge of sadness to me cause it reminds me of my babies:( Yes Syaz I was close to continuing your tradition of crying on my birthday...

Garfielda.k.a Chomel/ Ali & me

Surprise celebration from SP friends ( To tell u the truth ,I am really surprised actually & touched that they remembered)

Syaz & I Vogue la tu konon haha!

18th birthday was real big for me cause for the first time in my life I got double birthday cakes,friends & family to celebrate it with on 2 different days(15 & 17)!!!


- Mini cuppycakes From Lovely Dila on OUR day- AND - SP friends gift-

This a video I made for The laughter crew people... This is our photo album... Hope you people love it... More photos are in it plus the latest from the birthday gathering!






Lastly to my little brother whose b-day is on the 16th, Happy birthday!!!Your 13 now... Jadi lah anak yang soleh dan contoh kepada adik2 yang lain... I know you won't read this but if you happen to stumble upon this I hope you know I do care for you even though we sometimes argue too much!!!

Alhamdulillah ya Allah u've made me a year older, a year wiser and hope I'll be much more feminine hehe.Thank u for all u've given me ya Allah I couldn't ask for anything more:)Thanx to everyone... It makes me feel that someone cares & knows I am alive:) ~ SheMan signing off

My letter to Ramadhan, came out with a poem in both english and malay language ... impressive huh? haha gonna miss Ramadhan when its gone ya know???

Official Legally 18th Birthday Invite

The Invite I made... Done it within hours. Proud of it:) With the help of Dila's color scheme!!!This is a private party & a secret one... sooo hush hush...This Ramadhan day will be my happiest:)

Lots of things has happened this past 2 weeks of Ramadhan... I broke my fast with my poly friends...They're soooo CRAZEEEE!!!!We laughed like non-stop. Assignments are coming in sooo fast~ 2 Assignments are due I think by the end of Week 4! I'm dying in my animation class ... But I'm trying to catch up... I broke fast with Aminah this week and she bought me an advance b-day present...It's a cute dress! Last week I got an outing with my siblings and my aunt & uncle. They are sooo nice they bought us Raya clothes. I am so grateful for having this kind of family.

Syukur ya Allah, kau telah memurahkan rezekiku dan memberiku apa yang aku mahukan dalam hidup. Padamu ya Allah aku berserah apa2 yang meracau di minda & hatiku utk kau tenangkan,Ya Allah lupakanlah aku pada dirinya ya allah. Subhanallah Alhamdulillah Astarghfirullah Allahuakhbar

Pics of me in my new dress haha... thank u Amy and a puzzle I did when I was soo bored




This here is a vid of my fave fave faaaaaaaaaaave sinetron opening title of " Hikmah". There's actually 'Hikmah 2 & 3' I heard! But Singapore is a bit behind as we're only on Hikmah season 1!!! But what the heck I LOOOOOOVE IT!