I miss you so much. I wanted you to know that i am very sorry, you fell. It was all my fault. If I didn't take you out of your cage to read quran with or for you and listen to you that you did not want to stay in my hands while i read it. You might be alive now. But what can I do sayang? Allah loves you more. I hope you remember me my darling. Please wait for me at the heaven's gate. I might be slow to get there but I will call for you when I do reach it. I still have a long way to go sayang. That is if Allah does not take me young. I know this is your destiny and fate my dear, but I cannot imagine living without you. I know sooner or later you will die, but I didn't expect you to go this way. I love you too much to let you go. Yes, people will laugh but what makes hamsters different from cats and dogs? Because they are small? You should not judge by their size. Yes hamsters are small but I could feel that you loved me as much as I love you. I cannot forget you my dear. You will be the last hamster for me, I can't bear to part with you. I pray and pray that we will meet again I will call you my dear. I will call your name. Please pray the best for me to my love. Pray that I get to do what I want most in life. That's all I ask from you and most of all, I ask you to forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me. Forgive me.
