Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Where do I begin?

Seriously where do I start, I think work has crept up on me & time is moving too fast that I feel like it should stop OR I should stop and take a breather.

I've gotten my own desk/cubicle, I don't get all the hype of decorating my desk. I will do it...eventually. I want to sit & talk to someone or anyone to let my thoughts out but no one seem willing to do so OR I have bottled my feelings too much that I don't know how to get it out. I feel like I'm stuck in a shell & I don't know how to get out. Maybe I am too guarded & I have built these walls around me to protect myself, man I'm starting to type bs already. Ya Allah please guide me. I am looking forward if anyone can reach out & touch me (metaphorically speaking).

Friday, June 12, 2009

Psych

I love to think that I got psychic powers. I don't know is it me or what, I know people too well, especially those who are close to me. Even on MSN i know when they are upset, happy without them telling me. What is that called? Telepathy? LOL I don't know.

Anyways side track me & Sakinah have planned!!! We are going to KL via Train back & forth next summer! What am I talking about? Singapore have only Summer! But I probably thinking of making it faster, end of this year maybe. I can't wait. toodles ~

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

I Hate It When...

  • Someone's being plain rude
  • Someone still in love with a person who hurts & treats them bad.
  • I always doubt myself
  • Someone who is indecisive
  • A random guy approaches me & talk casual
  • And finally, when I feel like I'm far from Allah
Today went out with Sakinah I had fun. Many stuff happens today , the bad, the awkward & the good. But I'm just too tired to tell so let me just put pics of us eating putu piring =)

We were clearly enjoying our Putu Pirings
Fluffy white soft & sugary putu piring
We ate roti john first hers is cheesy mine was the normal one.

Thanks Sakinah kerana melayan kempunan aku.

Ya Allah please bring me closer to you because I will only want to be with you and closer to you. amin.