-Happy! Happy!-

YAY! Today's my last paper!!! I've finished my last paper! This means... FREEDOM! Haha no need to study anymore for the moment... yay! Lots of plans to continue on with this holiday!!!! PICNIC! A hush-hush plan... & MORE!!! Can't wait to get my meow-meow shoes! It's gonna be red !!!

Loneliness

Chomel & Ali ( my babies)

I'm all alone again...it's alright though. I can't wait to meet my girls( T-L-C Roxx) on the 8th. Missing them too much already and I think I'm missing my babies well I hope they're safe, I pray that they are well. And I'm missing him... him who'll never be mine.

Holidays next week, I'm keeping myself busy with my hobbies to forget him and try heal wounds that are still bleeding... Sigh I'm putting up photos of my babies and it makes me wanna cry so bad but I can't. Because crying is a weakness, a weakness. I'm programmed not to cry because someone brought me to be that way... someone brought me up to become a fighter... But how much longer must I fight? Cause I know I'll never surrender, but my heart is in sooo much pain and that I have to hide... hide ... hide. Watch me fade people...

Jera...

A song I've grown to LOVE!!! Well the song is actually how I am feeling right now...Well I don't wish to be in love again... So I'm Declaring My Independence today.
SINGLEHOOD-MY DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE

So enjoy "Jera" - Agnes Monica



Haha & to truly feel the song let's put up the lyrics...

Jera
Artist: Agnes Monica

Hitam bukan cirimu
Putih juga bukan cirimu
Semu ku melihatmu
Tak bercahaya Seperti memudar

Cinta aku mencinta
Kamu yang aku mau
Namun tak tepat waktu
Ku sudah jera dalam percintaan

Salam hangat untuk cintamu
Aku yang kandas dan patah hati
Biarlah orang memandang lama
Aku tak mau bercinta lagi
Engkau yang dulu pernah ku cinta
Namun terlanjur kau bersamanya
Dan ku terluka oleh cintanya
Kini kau hadir kusudah.. Jera

Shoes~

Here helping my girlfriend out with her shoe biz~

Anyone out there wanna buy customised mary-janes well Faddyna's selling them for 10 - 16 bucks & she'll design them for you, up to your liking but I like the cherry drawn shoes better but I've no pic of it~
I'll get mine in 2 weeks time and I've got cat drawings on it!!! YAY! Well if you wanna get yours you can e-mail her at: stretch_your_arms@hotmail.com
She's doing this for a limited time only, this biz will not go on forever it'll end on 15th September~ So hurry get yours soon...

PS: She provide only drawings! No Sequins! If you want customised sequin shoes...

Another of my girlfriend is selling customised mary-janes too but she does some sequined job for more info. you can visit her blog http://miszila.blogspot.com

Hello...

Hello...
So ya i ehem forgot my password or even my username haha... I know that's crazy! But hey let's start a new...A new day... The new me...(not yet) The Metamorphosis has only just begun and yet to be completed... If I am different after the holidays... Please try to accept me and adjust to the new me... Cause that's the real me... Whether u like it or don't... I am what I am