Saturday, September 14, 2013
Sometimes...
I wish I have no friends. I just want to befriend animals. Why? because animals don't hurt you. They don't let you down. Like humans always do. Friendship is a complicated thing. I can't rely on anyone. I only rely on myself. I'm very tired of people letting me down. so tired...
Tuesday, August 27, 2013
Everyday is a gift and hope that tomorrow is better than today.
Inshaa Allah.
Early in the morning the people made me reach my boiling point and went through screaming frenzy. Astarghfirullah. Give me the patience ya Allah. These children are so ill-mannered. Maybe it's children from the akhir zaman is really really rude.I pray that my children will be taught to only be good. Good to Allah, rasulullah and parents. Amin. It's a rarity these days to find good children with good values and manners.
Anyway, last Saturday on the 24th of August, Kyung Jin came to Singapore. I had a really good time bringing him around to places of attractions and my home. I think the best bit of the trip is meeting my eccentric mother. heheh. My mother is quite unique and humorous. Only that at times I find her rather annoying. Especially when she keeps bugging me about marriage. Nope. I'm not getting married yet. I'm not ready. Inshaa Allah one day when I am ready to make the biggest commitment of my life I will.
Maybe I am too picky. But at the same time, at times I think I am happy being alone and just want to spend my life adoring Allah and the prophet. They are like my lover that I cannot meet till the day I die. I want to see your face ya Allah and peace be upon you prophet Muhammad.
The funny thing is I think Kyung Jin could get along so well with my mother. There was so much laughter in the house. My mum told him that he doesn't "eat pictures" LOL. direct translation of a malay phrase it was so hilarious. It is to mean that he doesn't look good in pictures but he is good looking in person. I still remember the photo taking moments as if it was yesterday when he wanted to pretend to kiss my mother. That was too much! LOL.
Times like this when I think my mother is open and ready to accept me marrying someone of a different race. I would definitely NOT sacrifice my religion for any man. He has to convert to Islam on his own accord and will. That he must love the creator first before me. Inshaa Allah I will meet that kind of man. It is not that I don't like my own race but somehow I am more attracted to someone who is different from me. Oh Allah let me find him. please. Sooner or later, I can wait.
Oh and no, no I am not interested in Kyung Jin, LOL. He is like an older brother and he is going to get married soon. I am so happy for him. I wish him all the happiness in the world. I really want to go to his wedding ahhhh.... to experience a korean wedding is something I would like to see!
Such a long post after a long time, it is nice though :) Keep all this in my memory.
Early in the morning the people made me reach my boiling point and went through screaming frenzy. Astarghfirullah. Give me the patience ya Allah. These children are so ill-mannered. Maybe it's children from the akhir zaman is really really rude.I pray that my children will be taught to only be good. Good to Allah, rasulullah and parents. Amin. It's a rarity these days to find good children with good values and manners.
Anyway, last Saturday on the 24th of August, Kyung Jin came to Singapore. I had a really good time bringing him around to places of attractions and my home. I think the best bit of the trip is meeting my eccentric mother. heheh. My mother is quite unique and humorous. Only that at times I find her rather annoying. Especially when she keeps bugging me about marriage. Nope. I'm not getting married yet. I'm not ready. Inshaa Allah one day when I am ready to make the biggest commitment of my life I will.
Maybe I am too picky. But at the same time, at times I think I am happy being alone and just want to spend my life adoring Allah and the prophet. They are like my lover that I cannot meet till the day I die. I want to see your face ya Allah and peace be upon you prophet Muhammad.
The funny thing is I think Kyung Jin could get along so well with my mother. There was so much laughter in the house. My mum told him that he doesn't "eat pictures" LOL. direct translation of a malay phrase it was so hilarious. It is to mean that he doesn't look good in pictures but he is good looking in person. I still remember the photo taking moments as if it was yesterday when he wanted to pretend to kiss my mother. That was too much! LOL.
Times like this when I think my mother is open and ready to accept me marrying someone of a different race. I would definitely NOT sacrifice my religion for any man. He has to convert to Islam on his own accord and will. That he must love the creator first before me. Inshaa Allah I will meet that kind of man. It is not that I don't like my own race but somehow I am more attracted to someone who is different from me. Oh Allah let me find him. please. Sooner or later, I can wait.
Oh and no, no I am not interested in Kyung Jin, LOL. He is like an older brother and he is going to get married soon. I am so happy for him. I wish him all the happiness in the world. I really want to go to his wedding ahhhh.... to experience a korean wedding is something I would like to see!
Such a long post after a long time, it is nice though :) Keep all this in my memory.
Thursday, June 27, 2013
Hello
Hello, it's been awhile since I've blogged but I want to start again. I will update on my travel adventures to Ho Chi Minh City. These days, I think I need Allah the most. Please help me ya Allah. I can do this.Sometimes your tests get so tough, I do not know if I can overcome them. Push me Ya Allah. Help me. Only you can. My mind at times is really like a battlefield. Please let me build a defence so strong that will make it hard for them to penetrate. Amin
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