This is the month I'll feel the most happy but at the lowest points of my life. Yesterday I don't know why I cried so hard just because I didn't go for terawih. I could have gone by myself but... I want a friend or better if my mum could be there. I was so mad at everyone who just wants to sit at home and watch Singapore Idol. I mean Ramadhan only comes once a year... I'm even sadder or touched that my friend gets to terawih with her parents... For me NEVER once I get to do that...Nor do I know how to do terawih properly....I'm so sad on the inside... I miss my friends, I miss my cat, I miss everyone who has left me and I miss my grandparents
:( Whatever it is this Ramadhan I have to be strong for everyone & myself.
These are the things I created during the holidays and those are the things I keep myself busy with & my mind off everybody to keep myself sane...
A pretty red hearted(swarovski) brooch
A plain black bag I decorated requested by my mum's friend
Before After
A shoe I redecorate with an oriental touch
Lastly, I miss my baby ;(
