Stand Still Look Pretty


Hey I haven't update this for SOOOOO long. Well my job is great I am still doing part time. I have the best supervisor,seriously, alhamdulillah. He is soo nice. He has been a good listening ear and been a good friend to me though its only been 2 weeks knowing him. Well all I can say is I AM FREE NOW!

Finally I let everything go. He helped me to let go. I feel so light than I ever did before all the disappoinments,sadness, hatred, misses, the hole in my heart someone left me with built up so much anger or unhappiness I've hid for TOO LONG behind this facade of smiles & laughter. It made me broke down and I had to let it all out and tell my story. It actually make me feel better. I haven't got a listening ear for a long time. Sometimes its just better to tell someone you don't know at all than someone you know too well because you don't want them to see you as weak.

Thank you Sir. You'll NEVER read this but thank you. I can NEVER thank you enough. Even though we spoke for an hour, that one hour helped me a lot. I don't know how to return the favour.

The song stand still look pretty means a lot to me. It speaks my story :)


PS : One thing for sure I still miss and need my girls. I want them to be behind me all the time :)

Hey people,
I finally got a job. Alhamdulillah.

Ya Allah terima kasih kerana memberi aku pekerjaan yang mengizinkan aku untuk lakukan tanggungjawabku sebagai hambamu. Tetapi ya allah berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk sentiasa berpegang teguh padamu dan sentiasa bersujud di jalanmu. Janganlah kau jauh dariku walau sedetik pun kerana aku lemah dan senantiasa perlu pertolonganmu. Dengarlahkan doa ku ini ya allah. maafkan jika aku angkuh, sombong ataupun ingkar akan perintahmu.

By the way this new song on my blog by the way made me cry a lot. Therefore this blog entry in malay. Thank you Allah . Thank you Allah.