Hey people.
Yeahh had not been updating for quite some time. Hold that thought lemme check my last entry on wat its about...oh yeahhh my new shoes and my mom.So this entry will be about hmmm... oh yea hardwork , hardwork & more hardwork on assignments esp. VEFX. Yay...I'm done with blue screen scenes. Now the rest are doing music scoring hahahax . i think Syazzy's frustrated by hmmm that person should go anonymous:)sabar syaz...sabar...

Sooo ya the past few weeks been busy with assignments CANI's like done...finally. I think I'll post the animation soon:) Ya the last 2 weeks' thursday was a hectic one. i got home around 11+ close to 12 helping my cousin out wit her flash apps. so here are the pics.



The flash apps. on her lappy


So the promised ride home wasn't granted... she got me a cabbie instead.A cabbie that drove me home at 80 Km/H....That's why I looked uptight besides the fact that the cab driver was ummm gatal haha:)I was at the edge of my seat the entire time.

But this ride was all worth it cause she belanja me cup corn!!! Plus I got to see my lovely Idraki...damn i'm sooo in love with him.


WAHHH tengok je dah cobaan! lagi-lagi i'm fasting today:) Selamat Hari Asyura!!!

Oh ok wat else is new? hahaha alhamdulillah rezeki melimpah ruah:) Thank you Allah.
I bought
a new - shirt
- belt
My dad bought for me
a new - bag
& lastly jackpot ***a laptop for me and my sis.
Insyaallah these things last long:)

Pics Galore

me in my long-sleeved shirt that only cost $5/- it actually originally costs $24++
Belt from Alano that costs only $6/-

A simple bag from Montip that costs $19.90

An acer lappy with good specs for $1739 .I hope i don't dissapoint my dad:)I'll work hard dad.we'll work hard for u .I know things are horrible between me and u dad.i wish u'd understand...Ok I know I'm a good bargain hunter:)haha

Hey peepz.I'm back. damn got sooo much things to do. I wish I wasn't tempted to blog but as you can see I am. Well I'm feeling a bit better. Actually not many people know that I've been ill for the last 3 weeks . Ya with all the smiles and those big laughter behind those i'm actually ill.

And from this illness I can't sleep and can't eat well. Ya and those were the times where I'm up to watch "The Tyra Show "& "Ellen Degeneres" for the past 3 weeks. From this illness I realised & discover my mum's love for me. I love you mum.My mum have had thyroid since last year but she haven't been feeling too well lately as she hasn't been taking her medicine. I promise you mum once my internship starts I'll pay for your medication. She sacrificed her money to buy her medication to get me mine. $70 worth of medicine & doctor consultation!

My beloved Mum & Bro

Just last week my condition got worst, It was sooo painful & first time I bawled so hard and it was on her birthday. She was working night shift the day before & she was tired and all when she came back home but still she took me to the doctor! When we were waiting for my turn to arrive she fell asleep. I felt sorry that I troubled her and it's her birthday! I didn't even get to join her for the celebration as she turned 41 cos' I was helping out my cousin. sigh... no matter what she bought me chicken rice it was her treat.How sweet can your mum be? Even though she rarely hugs or kiss me. I know she loves me. I hope I get well soon. Though my mum don't read this...Mum you get well too I don't want you to go under the knife.

So yesterday...

WHoooo!!Wats that??? Haha... me & sakinah went out after school to Orchard to buy me new shoes that fit these criteria:

• trendy
• durable
• in my budget
• & last long

I got these...

For $ 16. 90 at John Little's! How affordable is that for shoes that fit those criteria. Surfer's Paradise Australia. I love the thick sole cos' I know it's gonna last me.

Actually I saw these at Urban Warehouse sale when I was out with Amy the last time but I didn't bring my money with me so I came back yesterday and the shoes were gone!!! Thought of buying other shoes but I gave John Little a chance to see if there's other shoes & I found it again!!!So since my heart is set on it already... I bought it!But I saw another shoe that was atractive but I know those shoes can't last me even 2 weeks.So I know these are the ones for a rough tom-boy like me.

I gotta thank Sakinah though for accompanying me though she was exhausted from a day of school as you can see. From 5+ to 7 searching for shoes. Well you'll get back something in return wait till the 27th!

Life's too short. ﷲﺍWanna see today's pic scroll to the bottom.

After reading one of Amy's entry & an event that happened to me ,what was I thinking?Being in a place where I shouldn't be though i did NOTHING.My heart doesn't feel right & i felt an emotional rush of wanting to cry because I felt like I was in a pool of sins.but insyaallah Allah knows I did nothing and that my intention of going was innocent.

Suddenly I remembered late Fad & what it was like for her. Amy's entry was about how we don't appreciate life enough.You may think that " hey, i'm living my life to the fullest! Am i not appreciating it? Yes if u remembered Allah. No if u don't.

You wanna know why's that so? its because Allah has given u a gift of seeing & living till u are of ripe old age BUT dou even thank Allah for that? Allah has given you time& time,hours,minutes & years to you BUT have you even gave Allah YOUR time? By just a simple prayer that only take 10 minutes or even less, 5 times a day.So 50 minutes of your day to Allah? Even THAT you can't do & sacrifice for.

When Allah has given u more than that mere 50 minutes of yours & you can do whatever you want.Think about this my friends, Have you done enough to thank your creator? I know I haven't.

To think that Allah can tak your life any minute or seconds even NOW will you or the burning question is ARE you prepared to die? think about it.

I'll leave u with this video to reflect on what I just wrote.U'll know what I mean exactyly.








Oh btw. how would u feel if u've liked or possibly love someone for almost a year and finding out he might be attached today.I tell u the answer is: OUCH!
But hey he has lost the best thing he will ever know. Make him regret? nahhh not my style for me be strong move on and you might just get better than him.Subahanallah.Goodbye Mr. A goodbye. I ain't loving u anymore. be happy with her alright? that's all I'm asking for.


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-catmad is Mad

I'm soooo in love with this song...as every bit of it is true:) enjoy. I know u ppl will be thinking what do I know about love? I tell u I know everything. Yes everything! In my world that is! haha. k i 'll leave u now to enjoy the video.










ILLEGAL -Shakira

Who would have thought
That you could hurt me
The way you've done it?
So deliberate, so determined

And since you have been gone
I bite my nails for days and hours
And question my own questions on and on

So tell me now, tell me now
Why you're so far away
When I'm still so close

You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

I tried so hard to be attentive
To all you wanted
Always supportive, always patient
What did I do wrong?
I'm wondering for days and hours
It's here, it isn't here where you belong

Anyhow, anyhow
I wish you both all the best
I hope you get along

But you don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

K its been like what??...weeks? since I updated my blog. Ya the holidays seem to be busier than I thought it'd ever be. Holidays?? I've been going to school for like 3 weeks straight throughout! Ya things are much better now i hope it goes that way. So what have I been doing throughout the 3 weeks? As the saying goes a picture paints a thousand words right? k. let these pics tell you more...





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I know what u people are thinking. That I am crazy. Yes Crazeee over this star Jensen Ackles from "Supernatural".Does "Mrs. Ackles" sounds good?Hahaha.Wanna meet him is like impossible but hey insyaallah...anything is possible:)U never know my fate only Allah does!Wahaha don't laugh at me.Cos' who knows???!!!And I'm keeping my fingers crossed till that day arrives! weeeeehehehe:D Someone DON'T wake me up!