Aloha people.
Sadly to say I did not get into NTU. Yeps got the letter today. I was devastated. So I cried a fair bit cause I was on my way to teaching tuition anyway. So on my way I kept thinking a lot. I am actually afraid now wondering what the future will be. But I will say that... I accept this fate and this test from Allah cause I've tried you know. It's better to try than not to try at all.

Aku redha ya allah, aku redha... I know you have better plans for me. ada hikmah di sebalik semua ini aku harus terima dengan hati terbuka. Maybe Allah wants me to reach my goal even faster than i thought. Insyaallah. amin. ya rabbal a'lamin.