People think I am okay but the truth is i am not. I am still hurting a lot more than I should. I should hate you because you broke me but I can't. Though I try so hard to forget you, to erase all these feelings.I just want to scream. I have been crying in every prayer because I miss you so much despite all the hurt you gave me... Despite all these I still want to be your friend. Because what we had was so precious. I want to draw a line like a clear line that we shouldn't cross but I'm afraid if I'm weak and let you in again. Because at the end of the day, I am the one who will be picking up the pieces. I am the one who will be trying to heal myself again from these wounds that is so deep this time